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i decided to suicide tonight :(

Hello everyone,
We are all damned with this disease, but some of as, have access to god medication, some of as, surrounded with beautiful persons that accept you even with this disease, but some people like myself, are damned in all the meaning of the word, i have no access to medication, because tenofovir and entecavive  are still not approved in my country (NO AMM from Gelead and bristol), and even if we have thiese medication, you still need to be at least F2 to take medication for 1 year only... even if you have all the money in the word, we just can't take medication... politicians have biggers probles, which are how to steal the peoples money...
facing rejection, no medication, even buying the medication from europ is still so difficult to me cause i don't know even how to start, am getting older, no marriage, no friends, no one supports me, i feel tired all the time, i might be dying already and afraid to be so sick, so decided to do it, while am writing i've done it... this life is not wroth it... i was a believer, but not anymore...
i love you all and hope one day, you will won the war against this virus...
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there is so much poisoning around in food, if you are on fresh organic you should see gains

another way to get rid of brain fog totally can be nicotinamide riboside, i feel totally as i was at 30yo, maybe even slightly better and more power (47yo)
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I think all of us passe through depression time to time.if you feel this try to talk to someone who could help and don't stay alone and in close world .magnesium helps also try to change atmosphere .
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Don't do it, there is still hope. This disease is manageable, new treatments are coming. Let's hope for a cure soon.
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I think you are low on vitamin D. Take some vitamin D and will take you out of depression
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This is so true on so many levels. My brain suffered from this as well, not just mentally but physically I am sure. I wish my body and brain were back to normal but it is not. What are some suggestions for the brain?
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Hoping you got the help you need and did not go through with this. Life is precious, and despite having this disease, you should not let it get you down and beat it mentally as best you can.
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dont worry about hbv your brain is not normal at all thats your disease
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Don't give up!!
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its a foolish and cowardly act.. u should have learnt to find ways
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Check online from India. It s very cheap. You have us. We are a community. You can live with hbv. Don t do irrational things..
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Tenofovir can be easily ordered online from India, very cheap.
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you need to consult psychologist and psychiatrist.
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Don't do it please! Leave to a better country & get the access to medication.
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You are so damn wrong, do not even think of doing that!
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