Happy Birthday fishdoc. :) Wishing you many more happy ones to come!
Strator- Thanks for the good cry this morning! And I mean that in the best way possible. You have such a way with words, your post really touched me. You are so calm and rational. I am filing away all kinds of parenting tips from your posts as I am PETRIFIED of the teen years :) Thanks for being you!
Just need to have a little pity party. I know I am damn lucky, so I hesitate to be negative in my posts here. I feel though at this point, that it is not my rational and aware side feeling this way, but the drug induced emotional basket case brainfogged side. I did shot 13 last night. I am struggling my friends. Apparently I sailed through the first 12 without realizing exactly how good I had it. I am a little concerned (ok maybe more than a little) that the depression type sides are creeping in. I am so resistant to adding any meds though since I will be done in 7 weeks. Seems hardly like a good decision. I want to cry all the time. I am so unimpressed with my doc lately, but don't have the "fight" in me to find another one at this point. My husband was so helpful in the beginning, but it is as if he has shut off. I can't even bring myself to address it with him because I am not rational right now and I just don't even know how to coope with confrontational situations anymore. And as irrational as this sounds and as far from the truth as I know this is, I feel like no one cares about what I am going through. My family is fantastic and I am so lucky to have them, they love me and care about me, but I don't feel it. It's so bizarre. Someone please kick my butt into gear and snap me out of this!
Thanks for being my sounding board on here. I appreciate it more than you all could know.
Look at it this way shot night tonight DAY OF REST tomorrow! :) OOOOOh I don't Feeeeeeeel Goooooood............
hahahahahahahahahha
On my list - that even tops my love for fudgicles - nobody can TELL me I'm fine and being lazy can they? No not the way I make myself look I'd scare Frankenstein :)
So how are you on this Fri, morning? Feel like I haven't been conversing with you as much. We keep crossing ecah other on the threads. So how are you doing? Hope all is well.
Beagle :)
Fishdoc-- HAPPY BIRTHDAY and hope this year finds you SVR.
Amommy-- Good morning tx buddy, how was you 13th shot last nigh? Hope it went well and you have little sxs to deal with. Let me know how it went.
Beagle
I know I was thinking the same thing but you know we both understand and it's not like we are avoiding each other LOL
God you must be OVER the moon to have your hgb working out - so much for people being afraid to do the transfusions that is the second time we've seen it help right? YAY! YAY!
Last night I cut my foot big time on a broken light bulb my kid dropped on the floor. So my son ran to get the bandaids etc.
I was like BACK GET BACK I'M BLEEDING BAD.....and he laughed and said first mom you are the worlds BIGGEST clutz and I've been bandaging you for YEARS and I never got it and second...you are UNDETECTIBLE now...remember?
It was nice to hear. Of course he insisted on bandaging my foot and then I insisted he use bleach (watered down) on his hands I mean I know he is fine but he is the "man of the house" at 15 and nothing will work to have him not help mommy.
It did make me feel good.
Bailey may have kidney stones AGAIN. He's on medication for a urinary infection so it might be that but he almost DIED last time from the urine backing up (we had no idea of course he had the stones)...he's only going to be 3 it's like why why why does he think the more things I get he has to as well? Oh maybe so he can snuggle me.
Makes me so sad.
And what's up with you???????????????????????????????????????
Can-do-man I have invented a new way to snort coke without really snorting. Buy it in the liter bottles. Keep it warm, pour half of it out, shake it rapidly and then hold it near your nostrils before removing the thumb. Man what a rush. Makes you want to sing tiny bubbles. DR