Self Conscious about My Penis Size

[DrManDingo]

I am 24 years old. I am 5' 7" about 200 pounds. I am absolutely covered in hair from the tips of my toes to the tips of my fingers all the way up to the top of my head. I am writing this question because I have a problem with the size of my penis. I went to a very small high school. We had a graduating class of less than 55 students. So when I was a freshman and was taking freshman P.E. I elected to take a shower because even at that time I was absolutely covered in hair all over my body (and I wanted to make sure I was clean before I put my clean clothes back on). Hardly anyone else took a shower except those of us who were overweight. No one else was as hairy as I was though (interestingly - at the time I didn't understand why I was the only guy covered in hair - and I certainly didn't understand why I was one of the only guys taking a shower out of all the guys that went to P.E.). Anyway, one day I decided to skip taking a shower because I needed to get to class quicker. Some people started rumors by the end of the day that it was because I had a small penis and I didn't want the other kids to see and that's why I skipped taking a shower (Fortunately I knew that wasn't quite the truth becuause I took a shower absolutely every other day and no one ever said anything about the size of my **** before lol). I never paid attention to the other like two or three guys in the shower because our class was so small so there were walls separating us. We could basically take a private shower unless the entire class hopped in. Please also note I had absolutely no idea these rumors about me having a little **** were floating around. Not even my friends told me (even though they heard the rumors but they knew something the other kids didn't know... Wait for it...)

Anyway, the next day (after I skipped the shower for the very first time) first period rolled around. That was P.E. I am blind (seriously) so I don't actually play sports with everyone else but I am required to be just as active and keep the same average number of steps per day. To accomplish this I walk laps around the outside perimeter of the basketball court floor. When the period was over my sweaty hairy self went to the locker room, got my soap and went to my normal place to take my shower. It felt like something odd was happening especially when more than the usual number of kids were in the locker room with me (only like three or four extras). When I made it into the room where the showers are a bunch more kids filed into the locker room (the locker room and shower room are adjacent so they could all see into the shower room pretty clearly). My **** and front of my body was facing the shower and most of my body was already wet with warm water.

Everyone kind of pointed at me and started laughing saying stuff like "Ha Ha! Look, it's Elliot the Little **** JR!" When I turned around one of the kids had a camera poised and ready to go. He took a flash picture of the front of my body. I put my arms down by my legs and my wrists together but did not block view of my ****. Not knowing it was coming I didn't get a chance to smile - or I would have, believe me. One of the guys in the small crowd said "Holy ****" I heard another kid say something like "That thing is as big around as his ******* arm - and it comes almost all the way up to his elbow..." It was definitely worth it. The other kids did get pictures of me smiling though without the flash. At this point in my life I had absolutely no idea I had a big ****. I thought it was about average because it was the same size as all the pictures I seen on the computer in the porn I watched.

I was done with my shower so I walked my proud, naked body across the wet floor and into the locker room to retrieve my towel so I could dry myself off. Everyone was absolutely silent - no one was laughing any more. The entire locker room was quiet. I'm pretty sure, if I remember correctly, I cracked some kind of joke like "What? You're not going to crack any more jokes? Get it? 'Crack'? HAHA". I dried the rest of the way off and proceeded to dress myself. Everyone just stood there, already dressed in there clothes. The bell rang. Everyone filed back out of the locker room and to there second period class.

By lunch my friend, Daniel, who I was telling you about earlier, somehow got hold of the pictures that were taken. He was in complete and utter "Awe". himself. But I didn't catch on. He kind of laughed for a secnod and said "did you get to see the pictures that are surfacing all over school yet? They're already on the internet. Someone published them. And they put your name with them". He told me several women hounded him to tell if that was really my **** or not. When I finally got to see the pictures I was thinking to myself "Jesus ******* Christ That's MY ****???"  I couldn't believe it. Girls that never talked to me before were sending me messages on Facebook, adding me as friend, talking to me in the hallway... For a while all this was great. I loved it! I had no problem with it at all. When I started to have a problem was when every girl I talked to only wanted to have sex with me. I didn't have sex with a single one of them.

So here's my horrible dilemma - and adult question: How can I make my penis a less embarrassing size? I feel very self conscious about it. I can't have sex with women, I don't feel like it's the right size especially when I compare myself to the guys in those porn-o videos online and I don't even feel comfortable using the urinal at some public bathrooms. Any suggestions about a pill, capsule or cream I can take? What about a corrective surgery?


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[YardBull]

From your story, I'm not sure if you are actually blind or vision impaired with some sight?  Anyway, leave your penis as-is with what Nature has intended.  Do not obsess about it and move on to other priorities in your life.