So I really hate this weekends only thing. Im not getting used to it at all. I hate it. I want my hubby all the time. Ive been really upset every time he goes and am always depressed... for some reason Im not. For the majority of the weekend, I have been happy and content. I dont think it has anything to do with me getting used to it cuz Im really not. And I really dont want him to leave again. Its just over all I feel more positive. I dont know if its because I stopped taking my birth control or not but I just hope this feeling doesnt stop.
Oh I know! When he was gone for 3 months the begining of last year, he suprized me and came home 10 days before he said. I dont know if it was the shock of him being there or the combination of that and not seeing him for so long but he kept saying, why arent you more affectionate? I just felt like he was a stranger. Him coming home would have bee so great but seemed too unreal to happen soon.
I had a moment when crawled back in bed after dropping him off and I went to put my cold feet on his warm side fo the bed and he didnt kick them off and it wasnt warm. That and cried during the day when I was alone for awhile. I miss him but Im getting back into the swing. I just hope Im not jumpy all night with ever noise I hear. lol
yup been there done that..as you say it does get better , but hurts all the same . be used to it soon ..till the next time my DH was away when my kids were little for 13months ,I hated it , he seemed like a stranger when he did get back...