Happy is the heart. I'm confident my clinical questions will be resolved.
It seems my thread has got people in a conundrum. Well that's why clarification is needed. I don't blame you guy's for getting impatient, angry, but it just goes to show, that people on this forum have more than one opinion on this.
It could be so many things, but it's not MS? I say let's wait for the clinical answers to come back. Until then i wouldn't rush to say it's not MS. I would also not rush to give an opinion on my character, because that's got nothing to do with MS.
Hi JJ,
Just to let you know, i will update you when i receive clinical answers. I'm confident my issues will be resolved.
It shouldn't be too long now.
Marian.
Gosh your a sweetheart, I've always been calm and patient, brutally honest though, very open minded, and i think it's mainly my desire to understand and support my family members and friends with disabilities, having a life long fascination in psychology, brain plasticity and working with children finding their strengths to work around their weaknesses, has all definitely helped me keep a healthy head space lol and never giving up until it's done is what probably still keeps me climbing ladders no matter how many times i find my self unexpectedly on my butt yet again.....
hmmm poor DH is threatening to strap me into a harness and attach me to an adult sized babies jolly jumper lol it's not actually a bad idea, what ever works, right? :D I may not be able to see what i'm painting but i've got a paint brush and this woman ain't afraid to use it ROFL
dodgy-builders-R-us......JJ
Gosh your a sweetheart, I've always been calm and patient, brutally honest though, very open minded, and i think it's mainly my desire to understand and support my family members and friends with disabilities, having a life long fascination in psychology, brain plasticity and working with children finding their strengths to work around their weaknesses, has all definitely helped me keep a healthy head space lol and never giving up until it's done is what probably still keeps me climbing ladders no matter how many times i find my self unexpectedly on my butt yet again.....
hmmm poor DH is threatening to strap me into a harness and attach me to an adult sized babies jolly jumper lol it's not actually a bad idea, what ever works, right? :D I may not be able to see what i'm painting but i've got a paint brush and this woman ain't afraid to use it ROFL
dodgy-builders-R-us......JJ
JJ, thank you for your always-well-reasoned and calm approach. I am not very knowledgeable about this potential psychiatric issue and tend to take people at face value. (Presumed) abuse could certainly leave scars, I get that. it's odd, though, that this could take the form of verbally attacking someone else, a total stranger who had spent quite a lot of time trying to be of help. Perhaps though, it could form a pattern, and lashing out at others, possibly doctors, is part of that. Live and learn.
Maya Angelou said, 'If someone shows you who they are, believe them (the first time).' Should have. My face-value self tells me that I didn't 'pre-judge,' but now, not venturing into the psychiatric realm and backing out of this fray, I can post-judge at leisure.
JJ,
I asked for all your guy's thoughts. I took them on board. I don't agree that I don't have MS. I'm entitled to agree or disagree, just like you guy's are entitled to agree or disagree with me.
However, not once did i pre judge or condemn anyone's character on this forum, until my character was brought into this by someone else. I defended my character because it was attacked.
I've set the record straight, by letting the person who took it upon themselves to attack my character, that until you walk in my shoes, don't judge me. I have my opinion, you guy's have yours.
Just like you've given your opinion above about seeing a psychiatrist for conversion disorder, I've taken on board. The point I'm making here is I can take criticism to a certain extent, but attack who i am without knowing me just went a step too far.
I hope by me sharing my life sentence, that it shows my strength of character,. I'm proud to say I've achieved tremendous strength of mind, because i didn't have a choice but to find that strength myself, and when i say myself, i mean myself and no one else.
Psychological, psychiatry, I've been there, and I found that for me personally, that I'm my own best councillor when it comes to my mental health. I also know the difference between physical and mental illness. My symptoms are not i firmly believe as a consequence of my upbringing. This is why also I've asked questions of this neurologist, because claimed they were, when i know from experience they are not, anything I've ever suffered with depression, and I've been in the depths let me tell you.
My stance remains the same. When clarification is given first on my MRI's that my symptoms are not related to the changes noted, then i will see psychiatric help.
I read an article on schizophrenia. where brain imaging is concerned, i don't believe I have schizophrenia, not based on the reports of my MRI's, or my symptoms.
Marian
Yes, it's confusing. But you are not hearing the explanations. You did say you would consider moving on to a new neuro or ms neuro and that seems like a good decision.
Not much else any of us can do at this point ... Hopefully you can come to peace with your time in limbo. It IS dumbfounding, however you will have an answer at some point.
I had a permanent disability by the time I was finally diagnosed ... It is upsetting and frustrating ... But the diagnostic process depends on certain elements that must be there ... Not for us, but for the diagnosing neurologist.
Don't forget the link I sent you ... ☺️
aspen