Hi, I am a 17 year old male. My height is 5’6″ and weight 48 kg. Over the past few weeks I dont know whats going on. This is my last year in school and I should be worrying to get into a good college but I’ve wasted the past month. Okay so from the beginning. On April 18th I went to the doctor complaining of a pain inn my chest. He told me it was Vitamin D and gave me supplements. 3 days later I again visited another doctor as the pain had increased. However, in those three days I had googled symptoms of Lung cancer, heart attack, tumor etc. The other doctor said it might be gas or something else but nothing to worry about. However on my request he ordered for ECG, Echo, Ultrasound, CBCetc. Everything was fine except Vit D which was 16 ng/ml. However somehow I read about brain tumor on the internet and was convinced I had one. Was very worried. So got a CT scan Brain done and all was fine. But I constantly thought somethiing was wrong with me. One morning I had a drop of blood in my cough and went mad. My parents and doctor told me it was a normal thing which happens with anyone. After 2-3 days I experienced heaviness in one of my leg I googled and saw it might be a symptom of ALS. After two days I started having pins and needles all over my body and then twitching all over which added to my body. Again went to the GP who told me that nothing was wrong except Vitamin D. So finally my parents decided to take me to a psychiatrist so told me it was just anxiety and nothing else. Two days after that my twitching and pins and needles has gone. However sometimes I do have breathlessness. My right hand and legs feel heavy and have tingling on my legs. My fingers also feel heavy and painful(which my GP said was because of Vit D and Calcium and has given me pills for it). However I am still not convinced this is anxiety. But I have myself noted that if I don’t pay attention to these syptoms I forget them. Is this actually anxiety or could it be a neurological problem?
Your first step? Stepping away from google. In your case, and in your current frame of mind, it is no more of a friend to you than a drug dealer on a street corner. Nothing good will come out of engaging with it. You have a wonderfully long time ahead of you in this life. Your decision on how you want to live it starts now. Step back from the computer. Step into life.