I've been sick for over a year with a slew of symptoms. I have tremors, my speech has slowed down, it's hard to think sometimes, I have muscle spasms (not painful onesin my legs, extremely painful in my left flank), burning pain in my legs, numbness in my face that comes and goes, some loss of sensation on my left leg and left arm, nausea that leads to vomiting multiple times a week, shaking vision, pins and needles in my hands and feet, feeling of something caught in my throat, inflamed tongue (it looks gnarly), dizzy spells , if I turn my head or look up I get dizzy and nauseated, and extreme fatigue that'll hit me out of no where. Same with body aches. I'll describe it like suddenly catching the flu for a few hours in the afternoon without the congestion. And all my tests (and I've had countless tests, my gosh) keep coming back normal. My CRP is high and my Vitamin D is low, that's all we've gotten. And my bladder doesn't empty correctly, but my bladder is otherwise completely healthy.
All the specialists I've seen though keep talking about MS, and "have you been tested?" and I've been saying yes, because I thought my neuro ruled it out. Well, come to find, my Neuro DIDN'T do all the tests for it, I've just been in the dark. I thought an MRI of my head was all you needed. I finally saw a pain management doctor and he was shocked my neurologist hasn't done a lumbar puncture on me yet. Also come to find, my MRI of my brain says I have white matter lesions. My Neuro passed them off as caused by migraines because of my history (He also blames many if not all of my symptoms on my migraines) but I'm not so sure now. He misread an MRI of my thoracic spine before (said I had herniated discs when I did not).
I have an appointment with a new neurologist for a second opinion, but I'm honestly getting so fed up with doctors. I'm in so much pain and I cannot function. I can't drive. I can't work. I've been in so much pain I've wondered if I was going to die. Or hoped I was, so it would stop. It's horrible. And I want an answer, so, so bad. MS looming over me though is kind of terrifying.