Hello, everyone I feel I may need to start posting here! I know I have anxiety, but I think I may an extreme cause of OCD...my fear is HIV!! I think of it 24/7 and it has completely taken over my life! I have been tested about 4 times this year all negative thank the Lord, but I feel like I'm doomed to get it!
This all started back in 05 when I first had sex! I had protected sex, but I had convinced myself I had HIV! I have been struggling w this for 5yrs now! I have even had dreams, premonitions about it! Do u think that its just my anxiety which has made me think like that or do u think those dreams or "premonitions" r signs of things to come?! I'm really losing my mind & I'm sad!!
I only have sex w my bf and we both have been tested, but my thoughts sometimes make we think omg my bf could have it when he clearly doesn't.
Anyone can give advice it would be nice!! I just want to talk to some ppl who r battling OCD.