okay i get very irratated when somebody chews really loud, or even just smacks their lips. i always clench my fists or plug my ears, but it only makes the pain worse. my knuckle becomes all red, and my ear hurts to much. i do it everyday, and its been a problem since i was 6 or 7. i sometimes even think of bad thoughts, and ways of how i want to kill that person, when i really dont have any intentions too. i also sometimes close my eyes tightly, and they start to water. and sometimes i even cry. what is wrong with me?