OCD

[nikki0820]

even i have a same problem of OCD from the age of 11 till now... i am 24 years old..
this leads me to that end point that i think there is nothing then death which can stop me...... (but strange i am still alive)

i am scared of death and cancer....... i get reapeated thoughts like if dont touch a  pen till i am releived then i will loss some one who is a part of my life... or i feel then will cancer or some times that i will get cancer.. all these kind of unwanted, unreasonable, baseless thought..........

i know nothing is going to happen...... i know this are my fake thoughts........ but still these dominate and rule me from last 12-13 years......

i am craving for help.....

i was under treatment from the year of 13-15 then it was cure.. it recurred at the ge of 16...... took treatment for long 3 years.. but no use..... i myself being a science student who studied abt the structure of body.. brain.. nefrons and the nerve system.... but still helpless...

can any one help me.......

[nikki0820]

Thanks a ton for your suggestion....

i was under the treat for long time under to famous psychologist (from one of the famous hospitals in India- NIMANHS). I am very tired of this.......

But ofcourse yes, i would deffinetly consult another one if this would be my last option.......

thanks a ton again......

[bosnianworrier]

you need a psychologist who will help you train your brain that all those things are senseless. You realize that it is wrong but the urge and fear are stronger than you. Once you eliminate the fear, that will be gone.