I think you are overreacting but that is what people with HIV anxiety or OCD do so I'm not surprised. Please read my post "Horrific thought in Pure-O" that I will repost to the top of the forum. It will show you why you are stuck in the loop that you are stuck in.
Stop internet searches. Google is not your friend. Since you did wear a condom then you would be considered a no risk situation. If you want to ease your mind then you can test one more time at 3 months and that is it. After that no more testing.
Reassurance seeking is another compulsive thing that people with OCD do. What you have to realize is that reassurance is only fleeting and then you are right back at it again. The reason this happens is because you do not have the coping skills to deal with your OCD. I assume you are on your parents insurance? If so, tell them you have anxiety and you would like to see a psychologist. You don't have to say why specifically. But you do need to see someone who teaches cognitive behavioral therapy so that you can deal with any thoughts that try to stick around in the future.
Read this article and the post I mentioned.
https://www.google.com/webhp?sourceid=chrome-instant&ion=1&espv=2&ie=UTF-8#q=ten%20things%20fred%20penzel
Will it help ease my mind if I do??
dont worry, this is OCD, i also have the same problem each year,
dont go get tested, it will ruin your life coz u wont get any assurance even if u tested 100 times
just when u think of it , say in your mind its nothing but OCD