Hi, I would like to first thank all who are reading my post and attempting to help me. I realize that you are all very busy and the fact that you would help a complete stranger is just amazingly considerate and sympathetic.
First a little back story (sorry if I ramble) :
I am 25 years old, and I have been in 3 major car accidents in my life.
The first was entirely my fault, I was 18 years old and drove my car off of an exit ramp on Alligator Alley in S. Florida.
The second was when I was 21 in the middle of the night and I was making a left turn when a speeding car ran the red light and we collided.
The third was a few days before my 22 birthday. It was during spring break in 2009 and I was on my way home from work at about 3:45 a.m. when a driver sped through a light turning red. I was in motion when the light turned green so I never hit my breaks. When we both reached the middle of the intersection, my front-end hit the back right-side of their SUV. After the accident the driver sped off. I was able to drive my bashed-up car to an empty lot where I called 911. An ambulance came to take me to the hospital. And I was sent home the next morning with a referral to a Pain Management doctor located at the same hospital.
After my first accident, I was also taken to the hospital but I was young and wouldn't let them examine me. I wanted to go home because I was naive and scared.
I did not go to the hospital after the second one at all. I didn't think it was necessary.
Immediately after the third one I had excruciating pain that has persisted for 3 and a half years. It just won't subside and I have become extremely saddened due to this fact. I am not depressed, I just want the pain to go away because it's not fair (nothing is fair, I understand that, I just hate this and I wish it would stop already).
Now on to my problem :
Following the accident, I went to see the Pain Management doctor I was referred to, she immediately gave me pain medication and sent me for MRI's. The original MRI's showed three problems.
The first is a central disc bulge on the C3 - C4 area of the cervical spine.
The second is a disc herniation on the T10 - T11 area of the thoracic spine
The third is another central disc bulge on the L4 - L5 area of the lumbar spine.
Recently I have changed doctors, because my mother does not and has not liked the doctor I was seeing so she convinced to go see someone else. As a student I can't afford to live on my own and I use my grants and scholarships to help my family with bills during these trying times in our nation, and I honestly listen to my parents (and grandma as well) because they are gracious enough to let me live with them.
When I changed doctors he ordered new MRI's. I could not afford to get them all at the same time so I began with the lumbar.
The new MRI's diagnosis for this area was exactly the same. "Central disc bulge" on the L4 - L5.
Last month I got the other two done (using a different machine, at the same facility) and the findings showed nothing wrong.
The issue I am having, is that the technician was making fun of me for my piercings and tattoos (to my face) and acted like there was something wrong with me for having them. Also, I weigh about 97 lbs. and the whirring of the machine was causing my body to vibrate. The technician told me several times to stop moving, and I told him that it wasn't my fault, yet he said it was me and that I was "nervous". When the report was sent to my new doctor, it said that the findings were negative, yet he did not mention the vibrating (which according to my doctor can cause motion blurs).
My doctor said that the findings were so minimal that my pain is basically a ludicrous statement.
How can only the first show something? And how can I still be in pain?
Please help me. I don't know what to do and I'm so tired of doctors thinking that I am lying, simply because of how I look and the fact that I don't like to complain because I don't want to annoy people. I try to be rather stoic and deal with the pain quietly. Do I have to be extremely vocal to be heard?
Also, how often are MRI's wrong? Specifically, how often do they show nothing, yet their actually is something wrong?