I have been on pain pills from clinics for 10 years.I found out fibromyalgia 1999 severe until summer 2003,but then ws diagnosed FINALLY with hepatitis c .I recieved a blood tranfusion in 1986 with my first child.I was feverish and ill for 10 days.I could not take care of my daughter or myself.Luckily my mom and dad were still young enough to drive from pa.to fl.They took care of me a baby again.Got infection in womb.c-section.anemic.I have post tramatic stress disordere for many reasons in August.Present day I found a Dr that graduated med school at 17 yrs old.He thinks I may have aplastic anemia.My right shoulder hardly works.Because he`s a new dr. he only gave me vicaden.I hate pain management.They had me on 45mg of morphine sulfate,which did not help my pain alot,and I HALLUCINATED all summer.My pharmacist of 20+ practicing 30.She is smarter than the M.D.s about rx because she ONLY studied drugs, science, molecules,interactions etc.She suggested a normal dose of Demerol,an oldie but worked for me after c-section.Is Demorol is this a good choice for apastic anemia.My right arm always hurts.I am not funtioning no driving hrd to get a bath,confusion,prepare food only eggc.I DO NOT want to be drugged up ,I just want to be a normal person:take a shower ,go to mall,start painting again.disability check not here yet(liver transplant)