Starting to drive myself crazy!

[Betsta]

OK, I am starting to go a little out of my mind sitting here at work and I just have to "talk" to someone about this.  I am 3 days late with AF, it's 14 dpo and I'm so scared to poas!!!!  I am so afraid that it will be a BFN and that my AF is only delayed due to last month’s m/c.  I tracked ovulation after m/c.  DH and I did the bd....and here I sit, 3 days late.  Could it be?  I am trying to tell myself AF is delayed, delayed, delayed.  I'm just so nervous to get a BFN and then AF (a double whammy).  I guess I'd rather AF just show up and get it over with so I don't have to torture myself with additional disappointment.  Part of me wants to poas TONIGHT, but I keep telling myself to wait until tomorrow morning.  I will be beyond THRILLED if I am pg (naturally), after 4 failed IVF attempts (the last resulting in a m/c, but we did finally achieve a pregnancy, which was huge!).  I know the logical thing to do is to just poas, but I am seriously sick to my stomach thinking it is going to be a BFN.  What do I do?  Thanks for listening.  :)

[wishandaprayer]

Hope all went well this morning-keeping my fingers crossed for you

[LisaRG]

Good luck to you.
I agree with Pam wait until tomorrow morning! :)
Lisa

[PamelaBee]

I can only imagine what you're going through!  Personally, I'm a POAS o"holic, so I would have spent a small fortune by now on HPTs.  But since you haven't tested yet...I would hold off til tomorrow am...first morning urine of the day will be most accurate anyway!  Good luck and lots of baby dust coming your way!!!  Pam