I got bad news

[disneytinkerbell]

Girls I just wanted to take this time to tell each and one of you that I love you.
I am very happy to that this forum is up in here and that each and one of us is here to support one another..
Listen girls as you know that I have been going through a difficult time with my pregnancy.. Spotting brown blood at one point and going almost everyday to get my levels check and of course the levels very high as the doct say..
I had two u/s done and they haven't found nothing. On the first u/s they didnt see nothing. On the second they saw a yolk sac but still they didn't see a fetal pole or heard the hb.  The doct didnt wanted to read me my last results of the u/s they avoided me until the midwife called me today and explain the whole situation to me.
Girls I got bad news... She says that the two u/s that I had done it had to show a difference but none of them show anything no improvement what so ever. She did say that they had to see the fetalpole and the hb .. She says that they have never experience a pregnancy like mine b-4  since my levels are still rising and doubling.. She says that I should go in on Monday and recheck my levels but that she really think that by monday my levels are going to drop so girls that means that I have lost my baby cause girls the midwife heard like she knew what she was talking about.
She also told me that it did showed on the u/s that I had twins she also says that perhaps thats why the levels are still rising..

Well girls yes I am very sad but dont worry about me I will be ok and I will keep you all on my prayers. thank you girls for everything love ya..

[nsrchofbaby]

Just wanted to say I'm sorry that you're going through all of this. I know that your strong faith in God will get you through anything and I continue to pray that something is seen at today's appt. We're all here for you. I'm waiting anxiously for an update. Take care and God Bless.

[debdawn1027]

I am SO sorry to hear about your appts, and that no growth was seen or a HB.  Be strong & stay with your faith & the good Lord will help you thru. Just know that everyone here is keeping you in our thoughts & prayers & wishing you the best !

[cantwait4baby]

I am so sorry - I will keep praying :(

[disneytinkerbell]

Hey girls, thanx so much for you support .. . But you know girls I must tell you that I had prayed and talk to friends of mine who goes to church and are believers in  God. They have rein forced and placed in my mind and in my heart. That I need to stick to the word of God.. Cause God  Words is the truth and My Faith is in him. That no matter what the doctors tells me or what the U/S tech tells me ..I shall not believe anything. cause I stand in the Word of God and God is almighty and powerful.. and he has given me the authority that what I say it shall be done.. His power is in me and he is in control of this pregnancy.. I will have this baby and this baby will be a mircale and I will testify it will be another testimony that I have .. and through this alot of un believers will come to Jesus Christ.. So ladies here I will be.. and holding into the Word God..  Bless each and one of you .. Praise the lord amen

[fawngonzalez]

I am SO sorry to hear that they haven't seen any growth, I will be praying for a miracle that your little bean's heart will be seen on Monday. Good Luck and God Bless.

[Sazy26]

Oh hun that is horrible. You are a beautiful caring soul and it breaks my heart that you have to go through this terrible pain. You are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you know you can message me at any time. You were so strong for me, I will be there for you as much as possible, even if I'm on the other side of the world.

Unfortunately I share your pain. My dr was supposed to call last night and didn't but I've lost nearly all of my pregnancy symptoms. I'm feeling numb. My dr said something yesterday about me having a D&C as soon as we confirm the pregnancy isn't viable and honestly I don't think I have the emotional strength to try again after this. It has been such an emotional rollercoaster. I was so excited when I found out I was pregnant and told lots of people (not knowing that you're supposed to wait until 3 months). I'm not looking fwd to telling them all I lost twins.

I've joined the miscarriages forum also, and see that there is another girl who was on this forum who has joined too. Hopefully that will make me understand this grief a little more.

Keep smiling you heavenly soul,


Sazy
oxoxoo

[mapes10]

I am so sorry to hear about your loss.  I had a miscarriage this summer, so I completely understand the grief.  I would definitely go get checked on Monday, and I will continue to pray for you.  I am a member of the miscarriages forum, and the ladies on there are awesome.  Feel free to join us anytime.  Again, I am so sorry for you.