I think I'm pregnant

[ttcagain]

Im not really new here. I became a member back in 2004. I havent been on here in years because the last time i was on here there were lots of people thinking i was a fake. well im back, i had forgot about this site until i downloaded the my cycles for my i phone. well heres my story with some history.

im 30 years old and i have 3 children all boys. ages 4, 6, and 12. i had one miscarriage in may 2008. i got remarried a year ago. i went on the nuva ring because my periods were crazy i would bleed brown blood enough to need a tampon then i would have my period for a week and then i would have brown blood for a week after my period. i would wear tampons for 3 weeks. it sucked so the doc put me on the nuva ring. well my hubby (i forgot all the cool abreviations used here) and i decieded that we want to have another baby so in october i took the ring out for good. well i was hoping to get preggers right away. im a lot like my mother (fertile-mertyl) i get preggers real easy. well it didnt happen in november so i knew it would happen in december. i started charting my periods. well my cycle varies between 25 and 30 days so i didnt know when i really ovulated. well it didnt happen in december and we were say. i was starting to get worried. may the BC messed me up or something. well i had my period 15 december for 5 days we had sex atleast every other day. well i have been feeling kinda wierd lately so i have been taking a test since i dont know when to expect my period i started taking them at the begining of last week and nothing. on the 9th i was spotting just enough to need a panty liner. i peed on a stick that night too and it was a negative, i had mild cramps too. i was hoping it was implantation cramps (ive never had the implantation spotting or the implantation cramps)so i figured that since the spotting i sould get my period tomorrow the 10th because thats how it normally is. well i had to pee so i figured what the heck ill pee on a stick just for giggles (20 min ago). well i got a faint positive line. my hubby is in guam right now TDY. so i took a pic of it and emailed it to him. i told him that one line meant negative and left it at that, i hope he can see it. he will probably email me tomorrow. im going to go buy another test the first response one (i used the wallgreens brand today not digital) so hopefully it will be a darker BFP. im really excited and scared at the same time. im so worried that everything wont go right. i guess i just need some positive words of encouragemnet.
well thanks for listening (reading lol)
michelle

[ttcagain]

Oh yea I remember that. That would be cool to do. Well I wanted to give everyone an update. It really is a bfp. I'm nrvius and scared at the same time. FYI my me help family is the dirt to know. My hubby who is in Guam still hasn't been able to check his email so he doesn't know yet. It's so hard not to say anything. I have to go to medial and get a profile cause I'm military a well. I know if I go there everyone will know cause I have to give it to my unit and hubby will be mad if everyone knows b4 him. Well that's my good news. Let's see how it goes.

[smjmekg]

If you look on your profile you can see all of your old posts...but it was one where you had a "roll call" the names and ages of the mom dad and kids and also how far into the pregnancy they were/if they were done having kids/ttc. They were in the Maternal forum, not this one.

[ttcagain]

well it must have been a really long time because i dont remember about any open forum friday post. sorry :( i dont mind if you start it up again. can you tell me what post it was or refresh my memory it has been 5 years since my last post.

[smjmekg]

Welcome back! Definitely get the first response and test again! BTW I was checking out your profile and saw the open forum friday posts, that was an awesome idea, and I liked the roll call part too...would you mind if I started one on this forum this upcoming friday?