I'm only 17 weeks, 20 years old ftm and have a huge baby bump! I'm glad my baby is healthy and growing but depressed also. Before I was pregnant I was a pole dancer and I was very fit and in love with my abs. Pole dancing was also how I coped with my depression and anxiety issues so I didn't have to rely on medication. Since I've been pregnant I really haven't wanted the meds because they all have risks to the baby. I really have no clue how to deal with how big I am since before when I was unhappy with my body I would dance, but pole dancing is hazardous to the baby. Anyone else dealing with something like this?