I Dont Know Anymore.... :(

[confused010110]

So....Me and my husband have been TTC for about 10-11 months now, and these last two months we have actually done the charting to see if it helped.....my supposed ovulation day was june 2nd, and the calendar i printed out said that by june 17th 80% of the hpt i take should be positive and by the 19th more than 95% of the tests I take should be positive...well i really could have sworn that this was our month, I just felt it throughout my body, but I took a test this morning.....and it was a dollar store test, but they say they should be the same....and it was negative....i just dont know what to do anymore, I am sooo depressed and in a funk....i dont want to be touched or anything, i wish i could just call in bed and never get out. This has put such a toll on my body, and the funny thing is...i never think about it when we are trying, because I know when it happens it will happen, but this morning when I took the test, I just went into a state....i feel like giving up and that maybe this isnt for me. I dont think my husband knows how emotional it can be for a woman with going through body changes and emotions, and he tries to cheer me up but it just doesnt work...i had so many symptoms too....does anybody have any advice? anything besides going to a dr...i have no insurance and my dr wants to wait until i do have some to go see her....so i dont know anymore....im sorry for all the down talk...i just dont have anybody else to listen to me :(

[Wannababybump]

I know how you feel to an extent. You should go over to the forum "what cycle of clomid are you on???"... there are really awesome women in there that have been through it all, just like you that could probably help you and give you their advice. =] <3

[HeatherLF16]

A day or two could mean all of the difference when you are taking pregnancy tests.  You maybe ovulated on the 2nd, but maybe didn't experience implantation until a couple of days later.  Also, it is only June 14th so it seems like it would be really early considering your calander said to wait until the 17th and even then it would be 80% accurate. Seems like today on the 14th it would be more like 40-50%.  I understand it can be frustrating and emotionally draining, but there seems to still be hope that you could be pregnant this month....so don't be so depressed just yet =)
I didn't get my positive on a HPT until I was 4 days late before.  I even called the doctor wanting them to figure out where my period was since I was getting negative tests.  Hang in there and I hope you get your positive.

[pol79princess]

Women are usually advised to see a dr. after 12 months of unsuccessful attempts to conceive. It really does take that long for some women, even though they are healthy. If you are discouraged already, it may be a good idea to see a dr. just for a peace of mind, to run some tests and see what's going on. Remember that even though you may be ovulating regularly, there may be some other issues at play here, such as your husband's sperm count/sperm motility etc... or there could be nothing wrong at all and you guys just need a little more time! Keep your head up and hang in there! Best wishes :)