This gestational diabetes thing is really making me frustrated. My levels don't balance out ever or come to a pattern, they spike even when I just eat veggies like green beans or zucchini, and I'm starving! To top it off, my 18mo is at the stage where she doesn't like to always eat unless mommy eats them too but she won't eat the things I have to eat so if I make her something different (like Mac and cheese for lunch while I eat a salad without dressing packed full of protein) I have to take a bite here and there to get her to eat it and then there goes my levels.
I'm so afraid that I'm going to be put on medication when in reality I don't think I need it. I think my levels of 145 are my normal and I feel too restricted. I've tried telling my doc and my dietician but I just get the same thing over and over again that its all for baby's health and ill get used to it and I'm all for doing what's best for my baby but I can't keep starving like this right? I mean for breakfast I eat 1 egg, then typically a sugar free snack like jello or cheese, lunch is usually a salad with hardboiled eggs, chicken, shredded carrots, and bacon pieces most times no dressing but once in a while ill splurge and measure out dressing and dinner is green beans or roasted zucchini.
It's not like I'm eating McDonald's for every meal or deep frying everything and making horrible choices for food, I just am a typical 23 year old mother of an 18mo with a job who doesn't always have the time to cook a perfect meal and cooking the fastest thing possible is sometimes the only option. I'm losing weight which is normal but I think I'm losing too much and that can't be good!
Sorry for the book I'm just so frustrated with it all.