When I read everybody's comments it made me cry.
The thought that people would take time out
of their day to read and write back, that's
awesome. I'm probably only about 4 or 5 weeks
along at the most. I'm going to the doctor
on friday, and hopefully I'll get an u/s the
next week. I am going to be positve, I got
pregnant for a reason, and I'm going to enjoy
it. My husband and I were soo excited last time
and I can feel that he wants to be happy and
excited again, but he's more guarded than I am
and I know he's still hesitant. Hopefully after
we get an ultrasound and he sees his son or
daughter he'll start loosening up. I still think
about the baby we lost all the time. His name
was Jasper, even though it was a really early
m/c I felt like it was a boy. Jasper was the name
for a boy that I loves but my husband hate it.
So when we lost the baby, it was kind of like,
well we had our Jasper. He's up in heaven, raising
hell no doubt. He is his father's son. :) I am
going to cherish the time I have with my baby, right
now. Even though I know there's a part of me that's
going to be fearful, I have to trust in God. Thank
You ladies, for letting me know I wasn't alone in all of this.
I too had a miscarriage after i already told the world. It made it harder for some people to be like OH did you have your baby already I would just break down. When we got pregnant this time I told the closest people to me that would offer support if something was to happen.
Thankfully he is doing very good and growing and is expected to arrive in 10 weeks.
Don't punish yourself for your first miscarriage allow yourself to be as excited as you need!
Goodluck, maybe by thanksgiving you will get an ultrasound and have something to show your friends and family.
big congrats!!! Being this excited is totally understandable....you're lucky, some women are so plagued by doubts and fears that they hardly get excited at all! I'm in the same boat with telling family/friends...a few people know, but I'm waiting to tell my parents until Christmas (beginning of second trimester) because I had a miscarriage before my pregnancy with daughter (now 13 months old and very healthy) and it broke my parents' hearts. I waited until I had 4-month ultrasounds to show them to tell them with my daughter. JoyRenee is completely right, enjoy your pregnancy as much as you can, and don't focus on the possibility of loss or you'll lose out on all the precious moments. How far along are you? I'm excited FOR you! hehe :)
I've had two miscarriages and got pregnant right after each of them. I went on to have two healthy, perfect, full-term daughters after each of my miscarriages, one of which I'm holding right now and she's just a week old (so excuse any typos!).
When I got pregnant after that first miscarriage I was terrified and had a terrible time bonding with my baby before she was born. I was too afraid to get close as I couldn't bear to lose another baby. Once she was born it was instantaneous love and I bonded with her immediately.
Then on Halloween last year I took a pregnancy test and found out I was pregnant again! I was so stoked... until I miscarried that sweet baby as well mid-November. When I became pregnant again this past February I told myself to ENJOY whatever time I was blessed to be pregnant, whether it was short or full-term.
So my advice to you is the same--- enjoy every precious moment that you are blessed to be pregnant. If you were to miscarry then at least you can look back fondly and know you enjoyed that pregnancy to the fullest. And if you aren't to miscarry then you won't have wasted so much time and energy on the things that are out of your control.
Congrats!