OK ladies I have no idea what i should be doing or feeling. I know there are some ladies that have had miscarriages and ectopics. I just really feel lost lately. I thought I was doing ok the after the first loss in sep and the first month after the second, but after that I am all over the place. After having 2 ectopics within 6 months of each other and both resulting in emergency surgery, I still want another baby but DH doesnt want to consider any type of option. Thats all I can think about , I mean I still have 1 ovary and tube left so I can concieve but DH is afraid of the risks. I have been taking birth control for the last 6 weeks just to ensure the healing of my body before we start even thinking about TTC but BD is not even the vocab, well not for me anyways. My question to some of you ladies that have been through a loss, is how did you manage to get through it and want to TTC again