What is going on?!

[acyberchase]

I apologize in advance as this may be a long explanation. However, I have got to know what the heck is going on with my body.

Warning : I won't hold back on information - I really want to know what's going on with me. Lol.

Background :
I have been on birth control for almost a year. But was on it in high school for regulation as well. I am well aware of how my body acts if I get on, off, or Skip a month. The cycle leading up to the period I will discuss - I was on birth control; however, I skipped the month before. The reason I get on and off like this is an emotional thing. My husband and I really want a baby. However, as weird as it sounds my doctors found out I was not bipolar but was actually low on estrogen. Birth control fixed the mood swing issues. My husband and I decided we wanted to try for kids - but I had some issues and went back on. Then the symptoms described below happened. None of them have to do with getting on and off. I know my body when I do - and nothing changes.

So here's what's happened...

It all started a week before Christmas Day 13' I bled maybe like a dime size amount twice in two days. And this was a week before my missed period would have been. Not only did I have the suspected implantation bleeding but shortly after I felt nauseas, extreme tiredness, easily upset stomach. I knew something was up because I have NEVER bled randomly between periods. Ever. Well I got my period on the 25th - I know worst present ever haha. But the thing was my period was totally off. It was bright red.  Not the same amount of flow as the days progressed as usual. I just knew the whole time that it wasn't right.

To follow after my period stopped I noticed while being close to my husband I got these bumps that enlarged around my nipples, then my poop went from normal, to yellow, to green. But still solid. Besides that my acne went a little nuts - I only break out right before my period and it's gone by the time I get it (It came right after my period). I took early pregnancy tests and a test after my period came - all negative. I made an appointment with a new gyno who ended up being just a plain, excuse my language, ****. They took my urine - but never told me if it was positive or negative. He said nothing. He didn't even answer any questions as to why I was there - so I wouldn't be surprised if they didn't even do the test. I still had this feeling that something was up so I took a hpt as soon as I woke up - still negative - this was all up until the 3rd of January.

3rd-17th : Same stuff on and off, stomach issues, just feeling weird. Nipple bumps, exc.

Now the 17 of January - 3 days ago I got a cold and a sore throat. How I don't know? I am a stay at home wife - so I don't see many people except my husband. And everyone else I saw was not sick. Only thing that makes sense is a weakened immune system. And not to mention my bowl movements have been weird. A bunch of tiny little balls almost every time I pee (I pee a lot). And it's not normal colored. Sometimes extremely dark. Food easily makes me feel sick - and I haven't changed anything in my diet- and I have frequently gotten this pain in my lower left abdomen. Just sharp and quick. Maybe 1-3 times a day - Sometimes it will skip days.

Quite honestly I am just tired of not feeling well and getting not a single answer from doctors. I know when something is wrong and something isn't. Is it possible to be pregnant and have negative pregnancy tests? I would only be about 2 months along. Or did I miscarry and even though I stopped bleeding the stomach issues, hungry nausea (when u just ate) just a continued side effect.

I really just want to know what's going on. I've never been pregnant, never miscarried. If anyone has any answers - or has experienced anything similar I would really appreciate it. I feel like doctors look at what's going on and just say I am fine cause I'm too complex to figure out, haha. My own family doctor nurse I grew up with said herself I am a "complex" case - because of the low estrogen and only being 21.

Any help would be greatly appreciated! :)

[hlouella]

It is possible to have a neg test..and a doc could tell if u had miscarried. You had mentioned you wanted to try and have a baby. . It could be your want for a babyhas given you odd symptoms. I would suggest finding a better doc to help answer you questions. Good luck:) btwi had no idea I was pregnant I'm not having very many symptoms.

[shaquanda71614]

Sometimes it can be too low were a at home pregnancy test won't pick up tht ur pregnant get a blood test from ur doctor. N try a diff doctor not thw one that didn't tell u anythng

[acyberchase]

I totally forgot to mention my anxiety. I have been off my anxiety medication for almost 2 years - and since this happened I have found myself having to take a Xanax once a day. This is really just discouraging and if anyone has battled with anxiety you'll understand. I don't want to be dependent on that crap again.

Thanks Girls!