fragile and scared....

[esegovia90]

It just hit me my first doctors appointment is tomorrow and im freaking out a bit, I can't help but think about my last pregnancy, I close my eyes and everything seems so real I can see myself driving to the hospital at 4am im in pain I walk up to the counter and all I can seem to blur out to the lady is 'I THINK IM HAVING A MISCARRIAGE' next thing I know im laying down in an empty room nurses bringing in all kinds of electronics and I blackout. I miscarried, and im so scared to go through that again if any of you have gone through this you understand how difficult this can be having to constantly worry about the baby being ok exc.... sorry for my rant I just felt like I needed to vent a bit.
Thanks -E

[esegovia90]

Thanks :) everything went well, got to see my lil one...,heart beat was at 125 and well all I can do is think positive and stay calm for both of us. Thanks for the support :)

[CHXSINGNOV]

Very sorry for your loss, I can't even begin to imagine the loss and pain personally but congrats on your rainbow baby ♡♡ Hope everything goes perfect tomorrow for the both of you!