And with the memory loss every second i also had slowed speech and like something was wrong with my brain and stoke like symptoms an I got so scared the side of my head swelled like an aneurysm I got hospitalized it drove me crazy I couldn't remember my fiance face all our memories and my sister seen my face drooping the Dr said iam fine and sent me on my way I know this sounds made up cuz hells like this at once dont happen but I already lost my long term from a car wreck in 2009 my childhood gone papaw gone and they said we were close me and my fiance knew each for 20 years now dating she's a new person to me now and my lungs are mysteriously not working or function right I've looked all over for what this lung stuff could be it's so unheard of I pray I know one day why am I cursed to be the only person with this and my oxygen dropping everyday I'm gonna die I wanted to live and have a life with her but me and her it's like it's over she won't talk about the negative she's positive there is help but to me it's so rare and don't make since I won't ever know or it show up in any other test I do God this is so much bigger than what I can bare why did u give me something impossible to find and explain the drs thing iam crazy I really need medical answer to stop this I want a life again iam so shocked I haven't had a heart attack this is been over a year and the second forgetting happens few months back while breathing this type I had and gi couldn't eat for 2 weeks now lungs are worse iam 36 and can't walk far can't do anything but suffer in misery some help answer this
I just have to wait it out imagine being In a real medical emergency an noone can stop what your feeling or ease the symptoms or find it or know what it is same with my memory loss no answers
Also I have had every test and nothing shows I go to the ER in a real emergency and they don't help me the breathing problems last for 3 or 4 days straight I barley get any good days and when I do 20 more problems arise iam never at peace or calm this stuff is really scary I don't know how to figure it out it's worse than rare there is no medical reason so if no answer then like this everyday then in my 40s it's worse drs send me on my way an I promise hand to God I can't breathe I looked it up a smothering substance is something not common senerio it's gonna be hard to figure out and diagnose and half what I've said I explained don't do it justice for how bad it feels what is going on in my lungs idk what to do iam scared iam jus here to suffer and it's gonna get worse as I get older no one knows what this does to me emotionally I don't have big enough words I don't someone out there please help me