For awhile now, not to long, i just cant stop thinking how my lips have been very dry and cracking not to back but bad enought to form a little cut right in the center, i smoke out of pipes and sometimes blunts and bongs with friends not as many lately because ive been really paranoid but the cuts been on my lip for a good week now id like to say and theres no pain or anything i dont feel like i could have it but its just so unreal because i just turned 18 not to long ago and im freeaaking out so much....the weight of the world is on my shoulders and im not sure why i feel like if im responsible for anything that could happen to my friends or anyone i know id like kill myself (not really) but it makes me think to the point of me shaking almost down on my knees i need relief but i with my luck i dont think ill get the kind i want i just really need somebody to talk to about this because i feel so alone and confused i have no idea where to turn and its just scary im not sure how long i couldve had something like this because i never really paid attention i lick my lips frequently and it might be because of that but i just dont know please please please someone give me answers, if i need to go to the doctor i will,,, if you need a picture or anything you got it,,, i just dont want to worry my mom or scare my friends because i just dont know if any really understands so please help me out thank you so much..