Hello there, I went to a sauna cause I wanted to experience sucking ****, I went very high on MDM and drunk and I blow quiet a few guys without condom, there was no penetration without condom and I am very scared I think None cum on my mouth but I dont know, this happened like 8 months ago after 3 or 4 months I got high again and went and I suck **** without condoms, but only for a few minutes and no cum on my mouth, is It possible then that the First time I got syphillis and then I got hiv? I had no symptoms and my girlfriend neither, she went to do a test for her vagina recently and told her It was all good without clamidya and ghonorrea but what if the worst happened and I transfered her syphillis and HIV? I mean by now or even before i should have had the sores or wounds in the mouth but I dont have It i got nothing but a tiny cold sore on the lip i just got from her by kissing. I'm super worried with all these you may have all the worst and may dont know It? I mean some symptoms should have been going on for her and I no?
Im super scared I passed onto my gf this is a nightmxre
I just wanted to know what It feels like and now I cant do nothing i am in another country and cant do tests and feel that the worst is gonna happen