It has been around 4 to 5 years since ive felt like myself. I dont know what happened. A story in brief is this; I wake up every morning and im jittery, i cant control it. I try everyday to start my day as a normal person, but no matter what i do i cant. i feel completely wiped out (as if i havent slept in weeks). around an hour after i wake up i feel an uncontrollable feeling of doubt as well as so many others. No matter what i try to do to stimulate my mind to make myself start off right, nothing works. Its no later than an hour after i wake up it feels like ive been up for the last 6 days. im irritable, confused by my surroundings, my stomach hurts and my body hurts, (often times ive thrown up). Completely stressed and feeling drained like something ive never fellt before prior..I try to reboot myself but it never works. the entire day i feel like im hung over and more tired than ive ever been in my entire life.I cant sit in a classroom without anxiety picking up or having uncontrollable twitches to the point where i cant even be there anymore. I feel as if i work off my basic socializing skills that i learned prior to all of this happening to me., yeah, i can hang out with people, but im working off skills ive learned from the past not feeling anything new. completely dry, mind, soul, and body. I feel as if im a person who has not slept in more than a week with the most massive hangover ive ever felt. my articulation is terrible, my ability to lay out a day is just forgotten, i feel as if im existing and not living....always tired, high anxiety, always confused, unable to socialize like i used to, and the inability to understand my surroundings and process the information thats involved in my life.any answers? ideas?......im 21.