I am a 16 girl who has been diagnosed with depression for three years. Because of the people I hang out with I do drugs, have sex, and drink. My parents are divorced and I've recently been kicked out of my dad's house because of my drug use and my relationship with my mom is not all that great. I just recently found out that my mom is pregnant. I'm starting my junior year and am already extremely stressed, on top of expecting a baby sibling in a few months. The past week I have started to feel like nothing but a burden. I feel like everything I do has a negative affect on the people around me and like even my loved ones don't want me around anymore. My boyfriend of two years doesn't want me anymore and mentally I feel worse and worse everyday. Suicide has been on my mind quit a lot because of all the things in my life at the moment and I'm afraid of getting upset to the point where I go through with it. Seeking advice/uplifting words, thanks guys