Hello to ALL and Happy New Year!...My goodness, I can't believe there is finally an online Thyroid forum. With Oprah opening up and talking just recently about her thyroid problem has brought light to this issue...thank heavens. I decided to search for info again after giving up a few years ago. Today I found this forum and a few other sites too. At times I've felt alone and a bit nutty since having a Total Thyroidectomy due to several benign nodules and thyroiditis.
My primary care doctor (Internist) discovered I had a goiter back in Aug. 1995. I had been very hoarse for a few years and had run low grade fevers, but never, ever was a Thyroid problem mentioned. Tests were always within "normal range." I've been taking Levoxyl since right after my surgery. I don't think I really fully understood what all a thyroid gland’s function was. It was never explained to me pre-op , or post-op the effect not having a thyroid would have on me. I was just given my med and told I could return to work probably within a week. Trying to adjust to proper level of med was unbelievable. I felt like I was going crazy. Several trips to ER with rapid heart rate...being told I was having panic attacks. Moodiness, fear and feeling lethargic was overwhelming. None of my symptoms ever validated. I also developed high Blood Pressure and went into full blown menopause. Could have been a coincidence I guess, but wow. I was trying my best to stay strong and not be a bother, or a boo hoo cry baby. I just needed to buck up i thought. Here I was, 46 years of age and my life turned upside down. I tell you, my husband and family always have been a great support. I think this is what has kept me sane.
I'm just guessing and thinking my many years of dieting...losing and gaining weight perhaps effected my metabolism and Thryoid (maybe, maybe not). My doctor never really gives me an answer. He just says my lab work is normal and my Levoxyl 125 dosage fine. Are many of you under the care of an Endocrinologist? Here I am now at 59 years of age and 13-14 years post op and I still don't know what's best for me. I'm wondering too if taking Levoxyl instead of brand name Synthroid has been the best thing for me all these years. I'm reading that some of you have had problems with Synthroid. Levoxyl has not caused me any real problems. I have to say...I'm probably a bit nutty anyway :-)... I do laugh and enjoy life daily...And I do realize how lucky I am not to be dealing with a catastrophic illness, or disease. I'm just very thankful for this forum and the ability to connect with you all. Sharing stories and information wonderful and so very helpful. Thank you...Susan in CA :-)