I was scheduled yesterday for a thyroid scan. This was to be the last test before determining diagnosis (endo thinks graves but fam doc does not) and treatment.
I arrived at the hospital (1.5 hrs drive) and they had scheduled the wrong test. Initially they offered to do the test in two months as apparently there is a radioactive shortage where I live, but after speaking to several different people, they were able to unearth some of the substance and are doing the test next week. Today I feel like I have slipped into a depression. I can't seem to accomplish anything, can't sleep, unbelievable sweating, cry easily. Even though I am on betablockers, my heart continues to race at night. I have spilled two cups of coffee this week due to suddenly shaking hand. I wonder if I was so set on finding out the problem and seeking the solution, that when it didn't happen, I am left feeling awful. It feels like there is no end in sight. I worry that as long as I am hyperthyroid, that I am doing irreparable harm to my organs. Anyone else ever felt this way? Sorry for the venting...just feels like I have run out of people to talk to.