Hi, I really dont masterbate that much because I'm not sure if its healthy I know most guys do probaly every other day, but my beliefs make it hard to figure out if its really right or not, Ive gone for periods of time where i did, and long periods of time where I didn't, which can make it difficult because if your always restraining your self you end up doing something sometime and its usaly not planed so it can produce an uncompterable result, which is what happened to me, one time I started masterbateing and instead of doing it normaly and engageing in it being aroused and anough semen coming out, I instead just kind of grabbed my penis without takeing it out of my pants and just kind of held it and shook it sort of back and forth, there was no rubbing just shaking, until I ejaculated, afterwords I noticed a slight indent on the shaft of the penis in the very middle of it the very part where it should be the widest where my hand was gripping it, now when its not erect it dosen't quite expand to the width it used to, when it is erect it shows a slight indentation in the middle of both sides,
again there was really hardly any pain just a little very little went away imeditaly but now generaly where it would be thickest and widest it sort of isn't, is there any thing that could help this its been almost two years since it happened but ive been to embarrased to talk to my doctor about it, my eractions are fine the length is pretty much the same its just I think maybe some of the sponge tissue might have be slightly hurt a little, maybe if I masterbated more I could thicken it again but in two years Ive hardly masterbated, and if I do its just sort of quick and I try not to, it was kind of naturaly thick and would be thicker the more you did it, again it still is pretty close to the same but its just in the middle part when relaxed it would really expand and look thick naturaly and when erect it would get thicker the more you did it now it seems like its set back, im wondering could the way it used to be be recovered completely, thanks alot,
dale