Knowing the little girl

[narla]

I had counselling on Thursday and it come out that I want to know the little girl that was abused,I want to know what she was feeling,what her emotions were,I want to be able to hold her and protect her.I want to know her as she was not what she became,My counsellor is helping me achieve what I need,I don't know how yet but we'll be starting the process next week.I know it will be painful but I need it,at the moment I can't remember much about being a child.

[narla]

I went to therapy today it was wonderful he helped me get to my special safe place and talked me through the relaxation and opening my mind.I met the 3yr old I couldn't remember.She came to me we held each other, she laughs,I didn't remember laughing as a child I found it easier than I thought but I think thats because I'm ready to open up to the child I never really knew.I'm Happy

[narla]

Thanks Lee,I don't know what to expect at the moment but 'm determined to work through everything this time.I'm also thinking about hypnosis I need to the know girl before the abuse started I have no real memories before age 7.

[leeisgettingclean]

wow this sounds deep. sounds like it will change the way you see your past, Be prepared because i think its going to be emotional but in the end...well worth it!!