NO ONE TO HELP!! PLEASE HELP!!!!

[kimbie]

I really am not doing well at all!! I come very a very abusive childhood! Mostly my mother being abused & myself being sexually assulted by my brother sexually as a child. I have tried to over come these issues. I have 2 sisters & 4 brothers. Including myself it is 7. I am an adult female 48 years old! I really can't take things anymore & I am tired!! My mother just passed away about 2 months ago at 71. Just 4 month's ago she was full of life & my very, very best friend!!!! I have always, always been there for my mother & we have had an incredible close relationship and she has been my best friend for over 30 years! She lived with my husband & I for about 3 years since her husband passed & when she got struck with unoperative colon cancer I was beyond devestated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Since she has been gone for 3 months my husband has not been supportive. In his eye's I need to suck it up & move on. Briefly my history. I got diagnosed with breast cancer in 2006, high blood pressure, pulmonary hypertension, depression pill, water pill, copd etc. etc. Basically for the past three months have been a living """"HELL""""" FOR ME mentally, emotionally & physically!!!!!!!! Not looking for sympathy Just please, please need some kind of support!!!!!!!!!!!
HERE IS A LIST!!
1) As I stated my mother passed 3 months ago
2) As I stated my medical issues
3) I have a daughter which is my only child & she is a heavy, heavy herion & drug addict!! Believe me it eats at me every day & I have tryed & tryed & tryed & tryed for many, many years. She is 28 & lives on the streets! I JUST don't know what to do anymore!! It is in God's hands!!! She maybe weighs 60 lbs. & she is 5 foot - 6 inches. It completely drains me & hurts me every day!!

ANYWAY, HERE IS MY PROBLEM..
MY PRECIOUS MOTHER HAS PASSED AWAY, I HAVE AN ONLY CHILD ON DRUGS & MY HUSBAND IS OVER ALL OF THIS!! I AM NOT SUICIDAL BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE NO ONE TO HELP ME GET THROUGH ALL THIS SADNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[AuntyK24]

I just joined to this site so I am new to this. But I am only 24 and have gone through terrible things my whole life as well. Everyone going through a hard time needs some support. I was addicted to drugs like your daughter when I was a teen. But I was put in foster care and after they put me in therapy and a couple years of that is when I found hope to clean up that faze. I still go to therapy now. I was diagnosed dissociative identity disorder, PTSD, and bipolar. Plus I am fighting high blood pressure and I have a low immune system so I get Sick a lot. I am not saying that what you are going through is any less or worse than me. Just want you to know that u are not alone. I will be on here often so u can message me if you want. I know I am young but I know pain so I think I can be supportive for you and others. I don't mind sharing my story further if you wish. I am sorry your husband is not supportive. My mother tells me I should move on too and get over it. But these things sometimes you can't or it takes longer than ordinary people believe. Good luck!

[margypops]

I am so sorry this has happened to you ,I am glad you have come here to tell us your story I also will support and help any way I can.,I too am around a lot as I work online and pop in and out, speaking out is good it will help you ...

[RainLover71]

My God,you have gone through a world of pain and have suffered so much.This must be so tough for you to deal with day in and day out.My heart goes out to you and I,m so sorry for the loss of your dear mother,that must have been hell.Your husband should be more supportive and understanding.What has happened to your daughter is tragic and so sad.I have never seen so much pain and suffering experienced by one person.I am here at medhelp quite frequently,if you ever need to talk I'm here and you can count on me anytime.I won't let you down.PM me when ever you want and you can add me as a friend aswell.You have someone now and i will assist you as best as i can.Take care.