If you love each other as much as you say then you should both go your separate ways and stop hurting each other and making your lives a misery. Relationships are meant to be happy and loving. Yeah everyone argues but there comes a time when you realise that it's gone too far.
rakia, are you a woman?
If so, unfair as it is, you probably stand a better chance with the law than if you were a man in a fight with a woman. If you're a woman and she assaults you and you defend yourself it's likely you won't have charges filed against you.
Idk, I want to leave. And I've tried before. Each time feels like she took my heart with her. I can't think straight. I cry and am a reck. I want to make things work. And getting help isn't as easy as must people think. I can't afford insurance, I've been to places that are based on income, and even that turns out to be to much. I've tried groups, church, seeing a councilor at my school. It's not like I've done nothing but fight. There is something wrong with me, I need help. I'm losing my grip on the world and can't seem to tell what's real anymore.
She's my best friend. Someone I've known for five years. I don't want to fight. And she told me that she wouldn't drink again. It's hard to leave someone you've been with and have known for some long and I'm sure you guys know and can understand that.
What do you 'love' her for, someone to hit and be hit by? In what way is that love? Please see a therapist if you cannot get out of the relationship.
Yes this is an abusive relationship, you should go your seperate ways before it becomes a conviction for domestic violence
Rakia, I think you need to sever ties with this woman.
Before you know it, you're going to have a felony conviction for domestic battery even though you're just defending yourself.
This could ruin your life.