Well unfortunately I'm doing the same thing at my house burning the blankets and my sheets. I'm on 150mgs of Methadone which I was at 165mgs. I'm not taking any other drugs only the Methadone and I'm still nodding off that's the reason why my counselor recommended me going down on the meds. I don't know about the medication your husband is taking but I know people act different to medications.
No question in my mind, he is using heavy drugs. Protect yourself and your children. You have to ignore your emotions and focus on your instincts. I'm so sorry for you and your family, I understand what you are going through. My 18yr old daughter is a heroin addict and I still don't want to believe it or face up to it. I will say a prayer for your family, wishing you peace and comfort.
I have never heard of .5 Ativan doing that to anyone, especially a man that probably weighs a minimum of 180 pounds. I have taken that much Ativan and it didn't put me to sleep and at the time, I weighed 120.
Ativan can make you sleepy for sure, but nodding off/passing out with a cigarette in your hand on MULTIPLE occasions?
Can you snoop around the room when he goes to the bathroom to see if you can find some pills? You will need concrete proof to confront him because he will deny it if he is using something stronger.
There is no way that .5 of ativan is gonna do that to a person. Maybe 10.0 of Ativan at one time. I actually Have a picture on my computer that my brother took of me in that exact same position as your husband. Sitting in bed indian style with my face planted in the mattress and thats a mix of 120mg of methadone and who knows how much Xanax and clonazepam. He's probably on some heavy drugs. Burning your sheets and all that is a true opiate nod thing. Ive never heard of someone doing that off of a small amount of ativan like that.
Nursegirl is correct. Many house fires are from smoking in bed and once the fire starts can engulf the entire house very fast.
With his nodding problem, you might want to call the doctor giving him this scrip and talk over the issue with the doctor before something terrible happens.
What you describe sounds like much more than what he's saying. Go with your gut here. You have to do something before he burns the house down, your children need protected. Even if he ISN'T using drugs, he's being irresponsible, careless, and reckless. Time to get tough and make some decisions about him leaving, or YOU leaving IMO. So sorry you're going through this!