It was a fascinating life and I loved it! I miss it terribly, I think that is part of what led me to the ordeal with pills. After all the surgeries and having to leave the job because of the surgeries, it was harder than I thought to leave the meds behind.
...I had many other times where I felt lead in cases and there was really no proof to back it up. Most of the time I was right. My male counterparts would always discount the girl...but eventually they started to give me a little credence...lol. Half of them coudn't investigate their way out of a paper bag..
LOL! well sister, i can't wait to hear more... again, what a fascinating life!!!
and i always think "man, that was cool!" everytime one of "those" things happen...
last night, i KNOW my dad was with me, in my room. i've had a rough go lately, and i know he was with me, watching over his little girl... i felt it in my bones. so i talked to him a bit, and couldn't stop smiling... it was really wonderful.
anyway, i imagine you must miss that life... may i ask why you had to quit?
wow... that is fascinating!
you know, there is simply no way to discount this stuff... look at us - this small group of people from all walks of life who have had "experiences."
it's just another sense - like hearing, eyesight, etc. you just have to be "tuned in" - or, like in Tim's case - it just COMES. sounds like with you too, blueys (and sometimes with me, as well..)
you know, the first date with my ex-hubby, i thought he was a nice guy and all, but i wasn't really that interested if you want the truth. we finished dinner, blah blah... afterward, i went o my car, put the key in the ignition, and out of nowhere - WHAM - i had a premonition I was going to marry him. i KNEW. and it wasn't wishful or hopeful thinking either, cause honestly, i wasn't that into it that night!! wasn't even sure if i wanted to give it another date. but out of nowhere it hit me like a ton of bricks..
a little over a year later we were married.
i'm sure we all have alot of these experiences..
blueys - i'd LOVE to hear more stories about your past career sometime!! what a fascinating life!!!
... ok gang - i may need to get off my fat a@@ now, and get outside before i turn into a big, fat mushroom...
xoxox
much lov to ALL....
mj
.. if you ever need/want to talk more about this stuff, let me know, ok?
i imagine when not all the things you see are "good" it can feel really scary.... i am not in your shoes, but i can only imagine..
but there's a reason you have the gift.
i just wanted to say that if you ever want to talk about it, i'm here. i imagine it can feel lonely and scary having that sometimes... anytime you want to talk.. well, you know where to find me, kid. i've had a couple mediums tell me similar things you were told... so i understand that part.
i know it feels scary, but it IS a gift, love... i believe that with all my heart.
xoxox
me
Before my medical disability I was a cop/detective. I had a missing person's case several years ago where I just "knew"... The case came in and I found out for whatever reasons it went through two agencies and several other investigators before getting to me. I gathered the info and normally this would have been a case where the person was off with friends and would be home in a day or two. Something else was guiding me. After covering all the investigative leads I started asking for assistance to go look in about a 10 mile stretch of where I felt he was. I really felt he had been the victim in a car accident. Due to density, water, etc, I needed the help, but was turned down because I didn't have any reason to believe that was what had happened. Finally I got one guy to help me, a sergeant from search and rescue, but he had to tell me before we went out that he called all the airports. I told him that was fine, he wouldn't be there...
Within an hour, I found him down a steep 50 foot enbankment. He had passed away. It was much more than investigative experience or intuition....I just knew.
When I was dating my wife she wanted me to go to this spiritual medium. Anyway, she read my chart. We had to send all of our birth info to her before the reading. I was born at midnight 11/18 and when she read my chart, she told me that I had a psychic gift and she would give anything to have had my chart and be young again.She told me I should become a psychic reader as a profession. I left and laughed it off. I did have so many things happen to me all through my life that were strange. Everything that she told me came true.
I can remember being 1 yrs old and people were cooing around my crib. My elder brother came in and pinched me. I only remember crying and the frustation of not being able to verbalize what had happened. It does make me nervous and that is why I suppress it. It is not always good things that happen. I know things before they happen and it makes me feel strange.
This was an interesting thread.
I am going back out on the porch and will be back later :)