I've heard that Dr. Bach's Sleep Rescue Remedy is good for quieting intrusive thoughts and promoting sleep. I havn't tried that one, but I have used the regular Rescue Remedy for both myself and my horses and it really helps calm. It's not like taking a xanax or Valium, but it is a gently soothing calm.
I've been through every type of antidepressant available in the US and am going to try something I have to order from another country. I think that the source of the majority of my anxiety and depression is trauma, and I learned of a SSRE that is reported to work very well in such people. It is said to repair damage within the HPA axis caused by chronic stress. I'm desperate and willing to give it a try.
I;ve been dealing with anxiety for 15 yrs as well as depression and panic attacks,They always want to try new medications I've been on 200mg zoloft for at least 10 yrs,before that prothiaden,also on valium,on Wednesday they wanted to put me on zyprexa as well I took only half of a 5mg tablet and it was horrible,I felt like a zombie and like I had no control,I haven't taken it since,I see my Dr again Wednesday I'm going to tell her I'll just learn to live with the anxiety,I'm sick of all the medications.My problem is my brain never shuts down I'm always having invasive thoughts and I get paranoid,If something bad happens I always think It's my fault.
I'm only at 147 days.. but to be honest with you I STILL have that anxiety feeling.. sometimes... I hate it.. but I just try to work thru it by either.. going for a walk.. or going over and seeing/riding Mister Ed... and/ or talking to my husband or Mom about it.. They both know that I am trying to recover from my addiction... I really don't know what to tell you except that I wish it would go away too...FOREVER... I too have had feelings of WANTING to relapse in order for this "feeling' to go away... I think a big part of my anxiety is the situation with my Mom.. but with that said.. that is one of the MAIN reasons I HAVE to stay CLEAN!
PM me back... I'm here for you!
YOu know that I love you!
NorcoQueen and Mister Ed
I think the problem with many anti-depressents is they have side effects of anxiety - from what i have read (particularly SSRI's). I suppose it must be difficult finding something to alleviate all your symptoms but I'm sure if you persevere It will come.
Have you tried deep breathing, hot relaxing baths, essential oils and such like? Be strong there is help there for you sometimes it just takes a little time.