Shelby

[lil_addict]

You are so funny girlie!!! LMAOOO...  you miss everything don't you? lol...

I think it's because us nite owls talk and then when you get on we're already off and sleeping LOL.  Sorry you were talking to yourself in your earlier thread lol... I typed that at 6:00am and I left about 30 minutes later and I just now got back on and saw what you said after that LOL... it's 11:23am eastern time right now.  I walked down to a neighbors house for a while this morning then I did a couple of loads of laundry and started on the dishes.  Wow, I can't believe the energy I have now LOL.  I know I shouldn't be taking Methadone either but I only take one a day and if I'm going to take pills, I'd rather take one of those a day because I don't get high from it so I don't crave another one an hour later.  It makes me not depressed or anxious and it takes away ALL my back pain, so I'm great to my kids and hubby and I have extra energy to do house work, also because my back isn't hurting all the time.  I wish I would've started on Methadone a long time ago.  I don't recommend everyone do this but if I'm going to take pills, I'd rather take one of those a day and it last all month til i go to the doc next, than 30 or 40 percocets a day and run our 3 weeks early.  I haven't had any percocets or oxycontins in over a month now.  

How are you doing with your recovery?  Are you tapering or did u quit c/t?  I'm so proud of you no matter what you decide to do.  I'm always here for you no matter what sweetie.

Luvs ya xoxoxo,

Lil.  :)

[shelby74]

I have a meeting in a few minutes - my company is getting a website and I was nominated to help design it.  Yeah for me!  Not! lol  The last think I want right now is more to do.  

Thank you for your words honey!  I am hoping for the best.  

(((((((((((((Lil)))))))))))))))

luv ya,

me

[lil_addict]

Awww... you probably won't have such a hard time this time sweetie.  You only took pills for a few days, right?  And you were clean before that for a very long time, so you won't go through that initial hell of the 3 day withdrawals that everyone has to go through.  You just slipped up for a little while so it won't even be half as bad, don't worry.  I'm so proud of you.  When I slip up and take pills after a while of not having them, I go back to full force using for at least a couple of months before I quit again.  You are doing great, you just fell off the horse.  Get back on and ride again.  You'll be fine sweethart!!!  You are such a strong person and a very big inspiration to me.  And yes, you are so right.  This place and everyone on here is great.  I never quit for more than 2 days before I started coming here.  The day I came here I was c/t on the 2nd day then I quit for 10 days after that I think.  Then I quit for 13 days one time after that, then 21 days after that, and now over a month.  So, this place is definitely very helpful when it comes to being clean for a long time, or even forever for some people.

[shelby74]

Hi honey,

Sounds like you are doing very well!  I am so happy for you.  I am taking as little as I need right now to work and Thursday evening I will c/t.  I will have 3 days at home again and so hopefully by Monday I will feel well enough to work.  All of your stories really keep me going.  I am not sure where I would be at had I not found this place.  I know I might not be thinking about quiting so soon.  I have been using for 10 years - I am so sick of it.  Thank you for your support honey!  You are the best!

luv u,

xoxox

shel

[lil_addict]

Well girlie, I'll be on for a little while longer.

Luvs ya xoxoxo,

Lil.  :)