When your tired of being tired.....or in my case, when something in mylife became more important than my addiction! You HAVE to want it! My opinion.
Just as I didn't want to meet the Lord with cigarette breath, I don't want to meet him high on drugs.
You don't find it, it find you my friend! Usually at the end of the line when everything is going bad! SO, choose life and not drugs, end the mire of misery NOW, make the choice to change don't wait till you have no choice my friend!!! Wishing you success, truly!
When you find yourself doing things you would never do straight and not remembering doing them! Or there's the waking up in a strangers house thousands of miles from home! Or there's the almost lighting the house on fire by nodding out with a cigarette in your hands. I thank God I'm still alive. Almost got killed a couple of times. By my own hand or another's, or the drug. Take your pick...