20 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[what2donow]

All this whining and moaning over 20 hours?!

Thank you guys for being there.You guys are crazy sweet.I got my kids some lunch and tried to eat tomatoe soup.BAD IDEA!!! I was freezing cold for a while.I put the heat on 90 and got under 2 blankets and I was still cold.Then I took my thrid bath of the day.It was so hott my legs are still red! I feel alittle better tho. I actually prayed for death.God didnt listen so im still here hanging strong.I dont know if im trying to convience you guys or myself, but I AM GOING TO DO THIS, THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I have already had 20 hours of hell, why stop now?? Love all you guys so much and just PLEASE keep me and my baby girls in your prayers.They are going to get mommy back really soon.

***HUGS***

[confused456]

Well, just keep in mind that 2 hours have already flown by.

[worried878]

glad u r posting...we need people  in all phases of addiction here...you are goig to come out of this just fine...sounds like you have a plan.and a goal...keep moving forward

[newmanagment]

awww, ya gonna live shawtie!! i know it sux, but its gonna progressively get betta!! good luck, n if ya need to scream at someone, hit me up.... wont be the first time!!! much love, and i gotcha back!!

[gizzy32]

now that you are going to N/A and getting support here you can do this. it's not easy, but you will succeed. almost 24 hours now, hang in there hun.

[VicUser]

You have a lot of caring people here to help, keep going we know you can do it. You are right, with 20 hours done why stop now.

[mimi1313]

You can do this. You know it WILL get better, I promise you. Just do what you are doing.
The chills were bad for me too. I was hot and cold and sweaty. Not fun! Hang in there sweetie!

[NautyOne]

maybe it's a love thing......lol.

Nauty............

[Army220]

Keep going Sista.  We all know you can do it!  Your getting to the top of THAT hill.  I promise it gets better.

Hug them little girls and keep them busy.  I probably should'nt say this but Sponge Bob totally mesmorizes both of my girls and they do not say a peep.  Thats what I had to do on my 3rd day.  And believe me I hate SpongeBOB.  So it is a treat and luxary to them to watch it.  Patrick came thru for me on day 3.

Keep your head up girl we are behind you all the way.

[what2donow]

Mike, you have a great attitude and I know you will do this!!!!!

Speciality, Im sorry that you are going thru this.Its very hard but I have no doubt that you can and will beat this.Lets do it together!!!!! I am here for you! *DO NOT CALL THE DENTIST*

[Mikeinthesouth]

In my few moments of clarity since my sis passed away I have asked to not wake up and have done so until now so I guess he don't answer that type of prayer. He knows I have my girls to be here for and lnows one of these days I'll succeed at this getting clean..

[what2donow]

I , for some reason that im very thankful for, have a renewed strength.I hope it last a while.I have no idea how this feeling hit me but I think it has somthing to do with all of your prayers  :)

Much love!!!!!!!!

[bmc1976]

Keep going strong! I'm glad God didn't listen to you on that one! Just remember that it will get better. Hang in there.
brian

[speciality]

I am suffering the same hell. It has been only one day. I did eat some Lipton chicken noodle soup from a packet. I do not know what to do with myself! I fell asleep and dreamt a huge dog had me by the throat, how appropriate! Now, I just feel sick UGH, so hang in there it is all you can do. I have fantasies of calling my dentist to try to  get meds. I hate this!!!!

[Mikeinthesouth]

No doubt them lil ones can't be replaced ever..

[cathy5841]

you can do this baby girl...hang on and it will get better.  dont give up or give in.  your little girls need their mommy.
love ya
mom