52 days clean....

[oxypain101]

I cant believe 52 days.. WOW.  I am feeling great its a miracle.  my anxiety is gone my body finally after 2 years feels normal again.  No constipation no pill counting no worrying about next dr appointment no worrying about running out of pills no worrying about vacation.  you guys wanna hear something funny.  I never told you guys this before, but i was on vacation in aug for 10 days and i thought i had enough pills.  well, i starting partying and having a great time that i started running out of pills so i started dr shopping on this island .  came across a dr and told him about my back and told him walking on the sand has made my back feel bad.  he looked at me and knew right away i was an addict.  he called me out and i got upset and walked out.  i still needed the pills.  i was staying and a very high end hotel and called the front desk and told them my back was in bad shape they said they could send a dr to the room for $500 US dollars.  I said no problem.  dr came in did not even check me told him in need more percocets because i ran out.  he wrote me as script for 300 pills which cost me $3 a pill they dont take insurance.  so 900 for the pills and 500 for the dr =$1400 for 300 pills.  and they were the round yellow pill the weak ones.  i was getting mine from walgreen in the states the white oval shape ones... which always felt stronger.  i was so stupid

[Cricketk92]

Hi and congrats on what must now be Day 55!!!  That is awesome!!!  Reading your post about your Dr story brought back a lot of memories!  I have lots of those too!!!  Its amazing what lengths we went to in order to stay high!  As long as you go to the same lengths to stay clean you will keep hitting the next day and then the next!!!  Time goes by faster the longer you are clean and doing the right thing!!!  And you are right, it IS a miracle!  Every day is a miracle for us now!!!  ♡

[gnarly_1]

Hey dude congrats on 53 days!!!! your doing great  im so happy for you .....please keep us posted and post to the ''newbees'' there is a very true saying in N/A....''you cant keep it if you dont give it away''
as much as I help I get back 3 fold in my recovery  every member here is part of mine and your recovery  look forward to seeing more of you................................Gnarly....................................

[VICourageous]

You are just ticking your clean time in!

Oxypain..You are NOT alone..Many, many, many of us did very dumb things to get our pills that also cost us so  much money!!  NOT having to do all of this is the best part of it all. Also, the fact that I never even realized that you could get a DUI on your pills too..Daaaaaa!!!!!!

Bless & Congrats!

[oxypain101]

it will pass just be patient and DONT give up.  Life is so much better on the other side.  After 5 days you should start to feel better.  I am on day 52 and my anxiety is finally gone...FOR NOW AT LEAST :)  The anxiety was the worst for me.  I was on a high dose of oxy.  100-120 mg a day for 16 months. for 16 months all i did was focus on pills.  i missed so much.  and taking pills i made so many bad decisions.  I see life much clearer now.  i face every day worries now.  on the pills i put everything to the side and it all piled up and I made so many bad decisions...financial and family decisions were bad.  keep strong and you will get thru this

[killthedemoninside]

Lol awesome story!! I have stories for days I'm sure you do as well haha! Morning of day 2 for me, feel as if I've developed anxiety since Vicodin 3 years ago. Really hoping this goes away like it did for you, along with all these withdrawal pains :/ :)