cant wait to feel all those. .
19. Staying out of jail
20. Someday I can quit giving my hard earned money to the State of TX
21. Being able to experience love
22. Being ok with who I am and where I'm going
23. Getting out of my isolation
24. I helped my 8 year old through a being bullied crisis, when I was using I wouldn't have gave a f--k about something like that.
I have something to be proud of instead of something to hide!
waking up in the morning,putting all my money in one pocket instead of drug money in one and bill money in the other and spending both on,,not kissing dealers and drs *****,, and saying "I"m a RECOVERYING addict"
great list so far! Its getting hard to add things since so many already said what I would say too... but
--being a much better parent!!!
--enjoying all the little moments of life that otherwise you didnt notice when high
--not being a slave anymore
--not having to plan functions, outings, chores etc around pill schedules/supply
--believing in yourself again
I got a couple more Not having to COME DOWN, or deal with guilt infested hell of the next day or kicking opiates!