COMPLETE FRAUD...

[ROSYouralright]

I ADMIT IT...IM a COMPLETE FRAUD. Here's why: I feel like complete SHIKAKA but I'm at work PRETENDING that all is well in the world BECAUSE I KNOW that SOON it will be. I am saying I have the flu! WHY? Because EVERYONE has had the flu and we all know how terrible it feels but we also know that it DOESN'T LAST FOREVER and we just have to ride it out❕❗ I've never been a real health conscious person but you would never know it by seeing me take my vitamins dutifully and drinking all the water I can get . Im not one to socialize and hang out but LOOK AT ME NOW...flying around this site and talking to everyone and ENJOYING IT❕❗ This new fraudulent lifestyle is working for me and keeping me sober...I have given myself PERMISSION to WANT PILLS just not to TAKE THEM. I CAN'T stop the desire but I'm in control of my actions... So, this was just an update on DAY 2 of my journey. Hope you are all doing well.

[ROSYouralright]

Thank you guys. Glad someone else has experienced this.., lol

[ariley13]

My mantra during detox was 'fake it til you make it'. I just pretended I was fine and happy until one day I was! It sounds silly, but it really did help. I guess it's better than just sitting around feeling sorry for yourself and dwelling on things. I think that you have done a great job so far. You've jumped in headfirst to your recovery. Hang on and keep doing what you're doing. One day you'll realize that it's sticking.

[ROSYouralright]

Awww..,lol. No one else has felt like a complete imposter while beating the detox? I can't just stop taking the pills I have to make alot of lifestyle changes..,.