i can relate, i went though chemo when i was 2 yrs clean, i know aa has the book living sober, which i am sure you have that one
but na has a good bit of information on illness in recovery, i will gather some information and send it to you
feel better soon
As a chronic pain suffer I can relate to the "false sense of being okay". I took them for 5 yrs. and the longer I took them the more it seemed to take to make me feel okay! There have been times these past 31 days that I felt like I really did need one, and I'm sure I did, have managed to stay away from them and I hope that I will always be able to leave them behind. Realisticly, there may come a time when I will have to take some kind of prescript. pain mgmnt. pill. I will cross that river when I get there, so far I'm doing okay. I do need to find a new rheumatologist, and explain what I have done (of my own free will) to him. I'm so tired of Dr.s
I hope everything goes well for you and you are right about being worried about the addiction part. that seems to go with the opiates after awhile!
Ella789