day 2 no vic's just xanax and a few darvocets

[eringobragh]

i havent tooken a darvocetin 16 hours either. i took my last vicodins friday at 8. i dont really want to take any darvocets today, and see how my day goes...im so scared i wont be able to do this. i have a refill if vicodins called in every monday. and i dont wannna end up getting them tomorrow. i cant aafford my life to go down the tubes anymore then it has or already is.

[eringobragh]

you guys are so sweet and supportive! I had a great day today of course im not 100% drug free because ive used 5 darvocets and a xanax just now to go to sleep. but its better then my mnd consumed with thoughts of mondays refill. i had a great day laid by the pool went to dinnner with firneds got home late...i had a great time. im excitted for life and happiness and being sober. i hope that when im out of the darvocets i dont have such a bad wd i dont think itll be as bad as 25 v's a day. so thats my story. i read all this and you all made me feel like im not alone. thanks for that REALLY. if you need to talk im here as well!

[dominosarah]

Dont refill that script.  Keep moving forward.  I know this is tough but it is so worth it.  There is a life out here pill free and it is great.  You can do this.  Keep posting as this helps too.   Stay strong             sara

[joangy]

You can definately do this!!

If you refill your script you will just be moving backwards... you cannot go thru this viscous cycle forever, right?? Now is the time to quit!!

I know how hard it is, on day 4 of my ct I drove myself to the phcy and sat in the parking lot crying- but I felt so much relief and pride when I turned around and drove home without the script... you will fell good too staying clean!!

There is so much support here, just send a message anytime you need to talk!

[joann1975]

DON'T REFILL THEM! You can do this...get your life back..it's worth it! It's hard to get clean but it is do-able and worth it!

Keep posting...I hope you have read the Amino Protocol and Thomas Recipe...the aminos (i believe) help alot and are good in helping your body restore what the drugs stole!

Keep up the good work!

JoAnn

[mimi1313]

Hi,
You can do this. its 5 days of wihdrawals, People are scared of the withdrawals but its like a bad flu, which I'm sure you've had before. You can do this. Did you look at the health pages and the thomas recipe and teh amino acid protocol?

drink gatorade, take your vitamins and exercise as soon as you can. It will be over by the end of the week.

Good luck!