is there anyone out there that has gotton off pills?

[josh231]

i surf the web constanly loooking for thingsa that will make me feal beter or to to find anything that will give me energy. i was addicted on ultrams for about 2 years going up and down in dosages throught those years. i have quit twice, first time only for like a weak, econd for like 2 month and i still felt like ****.

i wa just wondering if there is anyone out there that has beaten a pill addiction and i wana no how you feal now and how long you have been off for and if your eneregy has came back and if u feal normal

[josh231]

i just found this post  its the second post ive ever posted on here

and im off pills thank the lord

[road2recovery]

welcome
please do not take methadone to kill w/d/s...I have not done that but have read enough here to say it is the worst to come off of.
I am going on 3 months clean of hydro's 10 mgs at my highest 15 or more a day...yes energy comes last....But what you have to remember is they gave us energy so why wait for that to come back..IT NEVER WILL...But the way before pills will....that is something i think we all have to come to terms with,,..We will never get that high again, but that high brings so much pain, money, health, family, is it worth that damn pill to  have control of your life.
i am a wife , with 4 kids, i thought i was super mom, at first i was with taking a half a day, then 1 a day, then 2, it never stops , because our tolerence gets higher, and we need more to get the same way...It is a dead end road..
One day i heard a client tell me that she took 20 lortabs a day...I thought she was full of ****...no way can a body take 20 a day....That was when i was taking 1 and cleaning my whole house, working, and i was thinking she is crazy , this is the magic pill, i will never go over one pill...
Well long story short i wish i would of belived her 3 yrs ago...
Read alot here and post alot ,
good luck

[josh231]

no im not back on the ultram but i feal it every day u no, last time ive taken it was oct 31st but i took methadome a a few time to kill the withdrawls, thats another thing is that bad is it just puting me back to day one if i do that cause im not adicted to that but it still gives me a fealing of high eneregy ect.  

also i jut subscribed here so that firsat quest might of seemed weird


also thank you all about marry you give me hope

[allaboutmary]

There are many here that have been clean for longer periods of time and are doing good.  I am only on day 45 or so. I am doing pretty good. Energy seems to return very slowly. So you are back on the ultrams ? I think somethimes we get very impatient and want to feel better right away. It takes time to heal the damage we have done.