I finally feel like Im gonna make it!...(smiles). Let me be clear....when I had had enough of taking that percocet beating everyday.....I knew what I might be in for as far as withdrawals. The part I feared, and dreaded most was the mental anguish I was gonna be in...I worried terribly about how deep would it be, would I be able to bear it...& most importantly to me was OMG..how long will it go on. I didnt want to tackle that, but because I have quit for a long period of time in the past, I knew and held on to the FACT that I remembered the benefit and reward out weighed the risk! I had to do it, and just trust that god would have mercy on me, I had to get reeeeaaaalll serious. So to those here that are suffering physically, and are in the thick of that mental torture, Pleeeeeaaaase just keep fighting, pleeeaaase, it will get better and pray, and be sincere. It will clear up. Im feeling much better. Now also I did start back at my church, and I will be going to na this week, and also the rec to exercise. My faith is strong! I will check back in. God is sooo good, and I thank him for loving me, and giving me his mercy, forgiveness, and grace. amen