Having a down day

[sissy1432]

This is one of those days when I am counting down the days till my refill...that I shouldn't refill. My back hurts and I am down. Just chimeing in I guess...

[sissy1432]

It's just I was feeling better, now I am back to down. They are my motivater to get things done so to speak. And dammit I want to get things done and feel good:(

[Soon2BMrsTurner]

If you refill the meds you are just keeping this nasty demon alive. You have to become strong enough to say enough is enough and get support all the time not just when you are waiting on a refill. You have to be strong enough to realize what is more important. Living your life in a fog and slowly killing yourself or living a clean life that is full of amazing things without that nasty fog. You have to give all of yourself to quit and it will be tough but why put yourself through this over and over again living for a refill?

[scaredmommie]

please dont get the refill, you will get through today, just keep posting here, we all have day like this, i did the other day. it will all be fine, try to do something to take you mind of it, i know its hard but, what i like to do to try not to think about it, is do puzzle books or something like that. i hope you feel better, keep me posted on how your doing, your in my prayers

xoxoxo
<3 chrissy

[Girl_Interupted618vygyx]

Im in the same place as you. 2 weeks i have t wait. the way i feel now i cant fight it. i know ill be stronger by the time it is time to refill so maybe ill be strong enough not to do it. i doubt it though. with out the pills my life just feels like it is not worth living. im definately in a bad place mentally. what are we gonna do fellow opiate addict?