I am a long time user (1994 after surgery) and have come to the point in my life where I cannot continue on this path. It is affecting every aspect of my life. My girlfriend (who I began using with) died last week of an overdose of mixing. They found her in her car. So not only am I suffering physically and emotionally, I am suffering financially because although I obtain my script from my doctor, it NEVER last's the whole month and then I'm well, let's just say obtaining them in other ways. I do suffer from severe back and neck pain. I'm scheduled to see a pain management doctor soon. (He is 90 miles away from here but that is who my doctor wants me to see). Of course I've never mentioned this to my doctor but I really need help off of this stuff. Oxycontin now controls my life whether I want it to or not. I have 35 80mg tabs left and I handed them to my roomate this afternoon. Please if anyone can help me, I need to use these to get clean so that I am not sick. I usually take the 40 mg tabs. (about 8-10 per day). My doc just upped my script to 80 mg tabs and I've been taking about 6. This is extremly dangerous for a person like me. If I continue, I'll be layed in the earth as my good friend Amanda was last week. Please help. I need a schedule on how to ween with these 35 tabs. I do have some zanax to help with the anxiety. I just can't do this anymore.