At the end of Jan 11 I hurt my neck and the Doctor put me on these 2 mixtures of heavy pills that contained morphine and velum. I was taking 11 pills per day. After a week that I came off them I could not eat, had diarrhea and vomiting for 9 days. The worst of all was the nausea it was heavy that I had to move in with a friend so she can help me with my 6 years old daughter. I even was in hospital to give me the drip for fluid.
This really came at the worst time because on the 5 Feb 11 my partner was returning home after 2 years not seeing him but wasn't even able to go to the airport. I lost a whopping 4 kilos and my face looked as death is coming.
After those 9 days I started getting my strength back but because i am usually a very energetic person I knew that this is not me. Was happy Tristan is home and ricarda was over the moon with joy but I was to weak to join with their fun.
2 doctors said that maybe this is the cause of coming off those plls my have affected your stomachs but my GB said no it cant be.
Now 2 weeks ago 2 march 2011, I started again very bad diarrhea, vomiting, nausea. I done stools test, blood test, pregnancy test. All tests are good so WHY am I feeling so bad.GP say its a viral gastroenteritis and he done me an appointment with a Gastric Specialist for more investigation. Thats in fours weeks I cant stay will this another day..... I said to the GP, he said well this is not a matter of life and death so I have to wait. Ontop of it all I also have a cold, slight throat and period pains. My body has had it because with my lose of apatite its getting weaker and weaker.
What my GP is not understanding, that I am to weak to do anything. Like my work I havent been there for nearly 8 weeks. So do I have to make a stop of my life. I am a fighter............. but I need help to know what to do with my body. I am not the doctor here I am the patient.
My partner has been with me for 12 years and he his shock, he has never saw me this way and now he is thinking maybe I have postal trauma depression. So I went to the doctor and said do I have postal tranma depression and he laughed. So I guess not.
Please can someone relate to what I have and maybe give me a hope.